hey hey..yeah its been a while.
haha..
many things have happened the last time i blogged.
Happy & Sad things..

The Mid-Year examination has long passed. It was OOO-Kay..not bad..but not very good.
So far i've passed every subject..Alhamdulillah! But i dnt know whatever happened to my Econs & Arabic..haha..i think im gonna fail both of them. Tet. (=,=)"

Haha Todo just Pm-ed
тodö says:
gdnite budak pandai ^^

haha..apelah si deknie..sape pulak yg pandai?
So i Repl-ied
+ HiRe-A-TeA + =) says:
haha gdnite budak pandai kat sane jugak. =)
haha okay soo Random. But i keep on wondering..hmm..semua org pandai..tkder yg tk pandai kan? its just a matter of "Specialization"? haha..Get Me? haha Whatever.
tapi its true..ader org pandai IT ader org pandai bahas ader org pandai masak ader org pandai repair bende..tu semua masing2 lah..so in the end semua org pandai "in their own way" =)


haha..moving on..hmm..ohyeah i just recently turned 18! haha Marhah2 lol! Dapat jgk rase jadi 18..Alhamdulillah masih dipanjangkan umur.
Being 18..it feels..so..Ordinary! haha..nothing unusual happened..except the fact that im growing older..haha!
tapi..kadang2 rase seram jugak..because time flies really2 fast. Tet.
So..i've been saving up to buy myself a Notebook..Yeah need it.
But i dnt know hw much longer it takes me to finally afford myself to buy my own Laptop..nampak2nyer..at this rate sampai habis Uni pon masey tk mampu belik sendiri..haha (=,=)"

Speaking of University..i really2 hope i can get to local ones..InsyaALLAH..AMIIN~!
but the thing is...i dnt have the faith..i always think that my A Lvls result will be very bad..Ish Na'uzubillah seyy..i really2 hopelah its the other way around..Seram uh..Dengan GP lagi..Econs..Maths..Ya Allah..Please give me strength to go through and endure all this..haha.
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Dear friend,
Why we keep doing the things that we did?
And the next thing we know..its ok already.
Did you feel the same way that i felt everytime our gaze met each other's?
well im sorry but dont worry i'll try to shake off that heartburn i felt.
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I knew you wouldnt do those things that he did.
I knew you were different.
I knew you're the one that can make me happy
I still believe you are different. =)
no..you're not like that.

i want us to be friends.
Sorry if im too Clingy.
Its just that..I care about you.

xoxoxo

its 00:05 & im blogging just to kill the time waiting for the Dragon Ball Z episodes to finish loading up.
hmm..its so addictive..right now i'm watching the 43rd episode. Haha =))


Ok..my mood is worsening day by day..i'm not feeling any better..haish..my heart aches & my head hurts whenever i think about it..the pain just refuse to go away..hmm..well at least watching Dragon Ball & studying For A LVLs seem to take my mind off things for a little while.

Since the A LVLs results came out a few days ago..i've been more motivated to study real hard..i don't care what anybody's want to expect..i dont care what anybody's got to say..i just want to focus more..haha..i'am aiming A's for all my subjects..well..InsyaALLAH..i'll work very hard to achieve my Aim!

What subject will i be taking for my A LVLs??
its still kiv..
working on it .

hmm..well i think till here i end my update.
write soon

bubbye for now.
Salaam
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"You have no idea how much pain you've inflicted on me"

Blow up dusts & cowebs(it is right cowebs? or is it cobwebs?) that have been habitating here in my blogsite..
haha..its been like what..more than 5 months since i last updated this blog..well..here i am..making my comeback..though i dont promise to update as often after this..ya man..Alvls coming up real soon. Gotta be more serious & buck up(?)..


Ok..i don't know why is that lately i was feeling so emotional out of a sudden..yea of course no one noticed..im great at faking it..yea & no one know that there something is wrong with you..however over times, you'll get tired of it + its not easy to just laugh & smile & joke around when something is bothering you, making you feel all emotional inside, angry & sad. i know it cause i've been doing it for the past 2 years..yeah..sometimes i feel that it will turn you into a hipocrite.

so..yeah..its been 10 months now & things are still not getting better..it's been like this eversince we stopped doing what we were doing before..and things get bitter & bitter as days..weeks..& months went by..10 months..& u just ignored me..i mean like that..come on man..there must be an explaination..stop doing this to me..stop torturing me like this..i have feelings too you know. All im asking is for you to tell me the truths..even if it hurts..even if it gonna be something i don't want to hear..but..you never told me..you acted as if nothing happened..everytime i hear your voice my heart skipped a beat & i will always turned to find you..& when i saw you..i thought i'll never be able to hold back the urges to ask why.."WHY?" "WHY?" "WHY?"..but i cant..i just smiled at you & walk away..i cant believe im not that assertive..& i always hated myself for being that..i guess i'll never learned the truths.
it's such a wonder to think that it was me me me all this time..but now..it is her her her..nah..im not jealous or anything but i felt as if i was being used.."Motive"~ that what i call it..if that what you were doing all this while..then i hate to say this..but i will hate you..I'll forgive you but i'll hate you. yea..it's like that.
i can't believe it..you're doing the same thing to her..the same thing that you've done to me..what..im i that easily substitutable? i never felt so humiliated like this before..yo..people saw people notice..it looked like it was my fault things went this way..i always have this sick feeling if you were not around..i felt like things were incomple without you..but as times went by..all those feelings started to fade away..& now..whenever i see you i feel like running away..whenever i heard your voice..i felt like putting my hands on my ears..yes man..it is that bad!
you're just a mere memory now..i'll never forget those moments..though i believe you will never ever even remember it..but it's ok..thanks for everything friend..thanks for being my close friend once..i'll never forget your care..the way you looked at me..nobody ever looked at me like that before..but that was then..now i don't even think you're aware that i even exist.
I'm not going anywhere..im still here..it's you whose fading away from my life..

Now it's Goodbye~ I hope you're Happy..Happy with her. =)

THE-END

some story wasnt it? haha..
will you believe me if i say this is just something that i created. It's not real. LOL

so till here my post ends.

bubbye for now

salaam

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"I Will Always Love You!"

Haha..yea my bedroom really need an ambush Cleaning..inside-out. Big Time.
its been like a pigsty for as long as The 1st day my Final Examination Started..or was it waay before that? i could'nt really remember. [Oh..really?]
Yea yea..Mamie's has been nagging about it since forever..Kakak too..complaining that i will never stay in an "Asrama" with my friends as they will not put up with the "Mess" i'm capable of creating..LOL..okea okea Kak..now will you just stop Yada-Yada-ing? Haish.

Woke up today & eat ChipsMore. haha..Mamie will be mad at me if she finds out..I got really big appetite today during breakfast..eat 2 Burgers..haha..& chips..& not forgetting ChipsMore!
DEFINITELY Not A Healhty Choice!
Haish.

So Singapore Idol..it has been down to 3 contestants.
Sezairi..Tabitha..Slyvia..
Who will win?
I want Sezairi to win..but haha that would be very hard for him..
Alongside 2 well..yea.."Powerful Vocals" of Tabby & Sylv.
Definitely he has a little chance.
Moreover Singapore would'nt want a Malay Guy again..to win this 3rd season..

Haha..Whatever.
I will be very happy if Sezairi's in the final 2..haha.
I still am not very sure wether to vote for him though.
But if Tab & Syl are the 2 Finalists.
I'll support Tabby.
She's Beautiful. Nice Vocal too. =)

Haha..guys..find out about it On Singapore Idol.
At a special time slot. This Tuesday on Channel 5!
Watch it!
=D


Will be Very busy next week.

Monday: GP Class
Tuesday: Pre-u 1 09 Outing> Picnic! Yay. =)
Wednesday: GP Class..again. Maths & Econs tusyen afterwards.
Thursday: Econs & Maths Tution. 2pm
Friday: GP Class & Tution..Again..
Saturday: Out With Mamie
Sunday: Maybe Watch New Moon again..if Sukei can make it.

Insya-Allah the week after that will start revising on my ALVLS Subjects.
& start memorising The Verses from Quran..For preu2.


Okea time to clean my room & iron mamie's clothes.

Tata for now.
Bubbye & Salaam

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So Nice & Sweet. Not to mention..Smart! What a shame he's taken. Pray that they'll live happily ever after. InsyaAllah! =)

Something Happened Today..
It was soo Humiliating-i can't even think about it for a sec-i'll go berserk inside.
Have'nt told anybody about this..& not planning to..Haish.
Humiliated-Embarrassed-Anguish-SAD..
All in one..
Ouh ALLAH! Please let this feeling go away..
I must be strong.
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Just Got Home.
Bought 2 chocolates
haha..dont know why suddenly im craving for them..lol.
Havent eat them yet though.
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Harinie krik2 lagi.
Eee..Geram nyer..nnt kalau dier *** tknk layan!!
hrmph..blueks3!
Jahat betol!
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Chatted with Mastura.
haha..after a year we last chatted..i was shocked & at the same time happy that she still remember me..well well..there's no surprise..im soo unforgetable..Anyone just can't afford to forget me! haha..jkjk..
Though it took a while to refresh my memory to recall her..haha
my bad..
but hey..i did remember this girl
i used to call her Sis Brenny Bear!

~ She Adores Brendon Urie & so do i..she even calls him BrennyBear..& thats how she got her nickie..lol..
She told me she soo into Henry Golding~ a Malaysian Male Model..Man he's Hot..haha
Well said to her tha Jake~ehem..MY Jake~is waaay more Hotter..& she did agreed with me on that! haha..

Jake-Jake-Jake..haaaah..
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Tomorrow dier balek..balek skola..haish..im gonna miss chatting with him..haha..eventhough we did'nt say much~Just Goof around..But still..haha..he's always there lately..& it'll be weird after this when i cant hear from him anymore..haha..soo sad..He'll be back to his school till the 3rd month next year..waa..lame tuh..haha..
Apape pon all the best to him..
=)

tak tahu pulak asl tetibe sad dier nk p..haha..Emo.

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Okal..mummie da panggil..haha..da kene warn kalau tk stop nanty besok tkble maen lagi..lol
soo..i'd better go now..

Goodnight everyone.

Till Here
Bubbye & Salaam.


p.s: Nk tengok New Moon lagi!!

Jake-Emmett-Jasper. lol =)

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Hellllloooo World!
Haha..it's been a while...a whole lot while..aha.
2 months. lol.
Todae internet mcm Merepek gitu. Aish.
Try to view pictures on FaceBook pon payah. Other website seems to be working just fine. But whats wrong with FaceBook?
1 hr 2 hrs 3 hrs 4 hrs later...
Ting.Baru boley.
uhu..


Today is a very special day!


I want To Wish Mummie

Its about 915 am now..yea..u guessed it right.
<SEKOLAH PETANG!!!!!!>
that very2 fine day i thought cikgu Masnia was going to say: "Ther will be no schooling this friday as the hmm..p6 isnt it?..are going to have their oral?..or is it listening comprehension?..nvm..yea i was'nt concerntrating on her words because i was busy preparing myself to cheer if she say there will really NO schooling..haha."
But..unfortunately this was what she said: "bla bla bla bla bla...so u'll be schooling in the afternoon.."
Haish.I was caught offguard sey. haha..<ingatkn tk sekolah...buat suspen jek.>
OHman..
But anyway..im soo happy & excited that..in exactly 2 days we.."All Muslims" will be celebrating Hari Raya Aidilfitri..Yeay Us! haha..soo..i wanna take this chance to wish all Muslims out there a very2
"HaPpiE hARi RaYa!"

haha..i know it's Early to be wishing them now..but haha..wth. =D

so..hahah..school holidays are over..wayy over..i& i still missing it..loads of things happened..i went to a lot of places..<Hai..bz benar..>..haha..i was practically out the whole time..

Monday & Tuesday:
Maths Tusyen
Wednesday:
S.E.A's Meeting
Thursday:
Window-Shopping with 2 besties~Maths Tusyen & iftar with besties @ Arnolds.
Friday:
Iftar With S.E.A's Ex-Excos @ Hadyy's
Saturday:
Iftar With Itmawat
Sunday:
Iftar With Alsagoffeyans @ Lau Pa Sat.

well..sorrie now..i havent got the time to tell you guys how was those days went..haha..man..i have a meet-up with Marfie in exactly 50 mins @ Tampines..well..i don't want to be late..especially with Marfie..haha..you know i know..well..she wanted money..Her money to buy some stuff at tampines..& then we're going to school together..haha..
okla..i have to iron my school's uniform..& get ready for skewl..

p.s: i should be memorising the Quran right now & what'd i do?? Procrastinate..again!! i was using the Laptop since 5.30am..& woke up at aroud 4.15am..haha..until now..i hope i dont get dizzy & sleepy at skewl..

Yaya's been "asking" me to ditch school today! haha..but of course i reject her offer kindly..wonder if she still will turn up @ school today..haha..=P

Yesterday i was soo sleepy that while i was reading the Yaasin..i was half-asleep..haish.
so..after terawih i quickly whizzed to get to my bed..& sleep! <Rabak kan?>

what i do this morning:

• Sahur
• Play Plock.
• Hung up the curtains
• Hung up the Lap-lip
• Put "pins" in the curtain loop?
• watch the suite life on deck @ you tube.
• update blog
• commenting on people's status @ facebook
• ironing my school's uni..& i need to do it NOW!!!

soo..bubbye for now..

Salaam

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